Parker Will Be Here Soon

I cannot believe that it in just a week or two Parker will be here. I will probably be induced the week of the eighth. This pregnancy has absolutely flown by, which I am sure that having Peyton to keep me occupied has contributed to that. Although, the last few weeks seem to be creeping by, I find myself content and just wanting to hang on to these next few weeks as just us where everything we do revolves around Peyton. I really cannot wait to meet Parker and see his sweet face, I already love him so much, but my one main fear is that Peyton is going to feel left out. I feel guilty taking attention away from him. I know that God is going to allow my heart to grow and love both of these boys equally, but it has been Peyton only for the past 3 years. I know that Peyton and Parker will be the best of friends, but at the same time I worry about how Peyton is going to feel while we are in the hospital, what is he going to think when he sees me with Parker for the first time,how is he going to feel when I get home and cannot do for him until I heal. There are so many things running through my head, I just want to be the best mom that I can to both Peyton and Parker. As for now before Parker arrives Peyton is my number one focus. I want him to know that he is loved more than he will ever know, and that eventhough there are many changes about to happen in our family one thing will always be the same he is everything to Eric and I and will always be our first little boy!

Busy Busy

Wow! Peyton keeps us on the move I cannot imagine what is going to be like when Parker start getting involved in activities! I cannot complain though I love it. I have lots of pictures to post from lots of events so I am just doing one post for all. We spent memorial day with the Newton's at their pool. Peyton absolutely loves the water, Aunt Tara is a lot more brave and lets Peyton do more than Mommy so he enjoys swimming with her. Peyton is still playing t ball his last game is tonight Peyton has really enjoyed it and gets better and better, I kind of hate to see it end. A couple of Fridays ago I spent the day with Peyton at his school, it was his last day and they had water day and a picnic. We had a lot of fun it is so cute to see him interact with all of his friends. Peyton started summer camp at All saints that is where he will be going to 3K in the fall, I absolutely love it and Peyton does too, it is wonderful. On top of all that I was the director over bible school this year and that was this week, everything went great but we are glad it is over. And we have added a new precious gift to the bunch. Kelli called me Sunday night when I got home from bible school and she was in labor a little early, so I went to get Jackson and he spent the night with us. Needless to say Sunday night was a late night because Jackson and Peyton were ecstatic to be able to stay together. Anyway Logan was born early Monday morning and he is absolutely precious. Jackson was exited when I told him about his little brother. Kelli and the baby are doing great I will post some pictures when I get some this weekend. In the mist of all that has been going on we are preparing for Baby Parker we cannot wait to see his sweet little face. Being a mommy is a busy job but I absolutely love it and would not have it any other way! Here are pictures!

Swimming Memorial Day

Holding on to the side with no swimmies

T-BAll he looks so grown!

Up to bat

This is the not so innocent look!

End of year party at school

Playing with his friends his last day of school

Playing with Jackson at school

Peyton and his friends waiting for picnic, notice he likes the little girls!

Sweet Ava Peyton talks about her all the time, he is going to miss her so much

Peyton and Ava

Bible School

He did so well at the program